.....Flatline...... Tuesday, September 15, 2009 I'd rather choose the complicated way, Than walk on a perfect one; I'd rather want trouble to stay, Than spinning in circles and run; Rising and falling; One foot on the other side; Dying and praying; Speaking truth in every lie; I'd rather lose my rhythm and rhyme; Than living in a flatline; I wanna suffer and bleed; To heal and stitch myself up; Ignorant to all the demon seed; Is to be innocent in filling the gap; From scar to protection; I won't fall on same bad decision... Rising and falling; One foot on the other side; Dying and praying; Speaking truth in every lie; I'd rather lose my rhythm and rhyme; Than living in a flatline; Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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"Exactly as planned" Wednesday, August 12, 2009 I was meant to commit mistakes; To know the right from wrong; Weakness forced to wake; To fill the empty and make it strong; I was meant to see my tears; To drop and dry all the pain away; I was meant to scream from fears; To find some courage to stay; I was meant to be wounded and bleed; To stitch myself up wait to heal; Play what He forbid; To create the guilt you cannot kill; I was meant to face these everyday; To embrace everything and my own; We are all gonna run away; Because we are meant to go back home;... Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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The Art of my soul Saturday, June 20, 2009

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Do you believe in God? say yes and i will pull the trigger Tuesday, September 02, 2008 Cassie - Flyleaf FREE MP3 DOWNLOADS @ MP3-CODES.COM It was 1999 at columbine university when a group of racist (namely Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold) started shooting everyone on sight and killed 10 fellow students and one teacher. Cassie Burnall stood up and pray. But when someone was pointing the gun at her face and ask "Do you believe in GOD?" Cassie stood up and said "Yes". The guy shot her right at her face and killed her....and so did Rachel Scott....If i'm gonna ask you "Do you believe in God?" Will you pull the trigger?.... Flyleaf composed this song "Cassie" based on the real life of Cassie Burnall, and Rachel Scott the girls willing to die for faith....Don't be shocked that people die.... be surprise you're still alive.... here's the lyrics.. Flyleaf on 6Lyrics.com

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My Abyss Friday, August 29, 2008 Empty room with crowded screams; No sounds but deafening dreams; Underwater with dried floors; No walls but closed doors; Darkness..blinding color; Line that fills more; I dig deep inside my abyss; Lost tears but found seas; Broken riddle and faded letters; Eyes with incomplete answers; Count my endless sorrow... Feel and you'll know... Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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"Frozen Fire" Friday, November 16, 2007 Caught between my fears, Shattered me through different ways, Unable to see yet panic to hear, The sound with a trembling face; Million blades forced me to scream, Those aged secrets of pain drifted in blood, Then engrave the soul to redeem, Visible breath covered with mud; Carved beneath my flesh and spell devotion, But still i can't feel anything, Cried in my never-ending confession, Lost a part of me beneath everything; Limited light passing through my eyes, And still darkness is trapped in a borderline, Open the door and found where the beat lies, The anger and smile continuously intertwine; Burned wings inside my own fire, Felt cold in my frozen tears, Death in my own tire, Fire is meant to ash but it froze with a cristal clear... Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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After the last rain drop Saturday, October 06, 2007 Dripping on your face; taken tears in the same ways; wash the cold fire inside you; a single second can heal you; the sick & tired with ungrateful mind; will lose his all but rewind; until they feel the last drop; when all valued things will stop; You'll see the sky in different lights; Open your shadow and lift up your eyes; See the covenant that was broken from sins; Spell those words isn't exactly what they mean...

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Deafening Whispers Tuesday, April 10, 2007 Labels: sketched by unnamedsoul...

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"Monster in you" Tuesday, March 27, 2007 Sometimes we are driven by our hate And changes are already too late Coz your half face is hiding in shadow Where conscience is trapped down below Losing your eyes to see the truth Not knowing someone is coming through Creature that collects your scattered rage Then set free what you've locked in your cage The undriven hands is voluntary moving Searching for vengeance when enemies lying You've lost your battle though you've won The unsaid was already been done The Aftertime will slap to wake beneath you For you to figure out that the monster is in you.... Labels: Composed and sketched by unnamedsoul...

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'Afraid of my own eyes' Monday, March 12, 2007 Mirror tells me what things i wanna see Revealing the dirt stained on me I lied once and then again Can't help myself to defend I see and hide other's mistake Burried in me but wide awake I don't know myself anymore That build this reflection in the mirror Eyes that are threatening me Was mine alone to see This menace is an invisible sight But in me it was painted in Graffiti's light Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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Jennifer Garner Monday, March 05, 2007

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"Shaded Mirror" Monday, February 26, 2007 Darkness breathes in me; Losing all my will to see; Why am i standing here? Question that is never been clear; Just holding me still; Confusions for real; I know i'm not dreaming; Seeing my eyes wide open; I know i'm still screaming; Lying numb again; strayed in never existing place; Facing my own face... Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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Silent Grave Friday, February 23, 2007 There's nothing to gasp in this dead air; And it's impossible for me to recover; I've been burried and reburried again; Trapped and locked up in vain; Though my blood had all dried up; Still listening to the whispers of a single gap; No one is listening; Nobody can hear me mumbling; Coz i can't hear my own; Screaming inside my bone; But i know that i'm not dead; I'm just lost in the Silent Grave inside my head... Labels: Composed by unnamedsoul...

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Evey Friday, February 16, 2007 Labels: natalie portman as "Evey".... sketched by unnamedsoul

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"Self Imprisonment" Tuesday, February 13, 2007 Labels: sketched by unnamedsoul...

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"Angelic Relief" Monday, January 15, 2007 Spread your wings around me; Warm me from the cold reality; Cover my eyes from the things that threaten me; And open me up from the things that i suppose to see; Let me breathe in what you breathe out; Let me feel those feathers to cast away the doubt; Your innocent eyes that reveal my mistake; Remembering the chance that i didn't take; Imprison me with your protective touch; From the poison that kills too much; Then set me free to begin with; And release the Anger that i once hid... Labels: Composed and sketched by unnamedsoul...

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"Mark the hole" Monday, November 20, 2006 I was confident of the right light; But the dark cloud climbed down and blocked my sight; I can’t see anything so I blame me; I end my trust and don’t believe in me; I got scared of another step in another mistake; Coz I’m still blaming myself and forsake; Criticism got worst inside my head; Where in the fall I thought I was already dead; So I open my eyes and carry my body; The fall gives me strength to come back to me; I plan to step again and stand tall; After I marked the hole where I fall; Composed by unnamedsoul

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"Sailing in tears" Monday, November 13, 2006 Your body may floats on the surface; An unconscious mind in different ways; You were drowning between your breath; Where you almost touch the face of death; But soon you will learn how to swim; And follow the flow how to win; Fight the weakness down below; By moving your feet slow; Coz in the dept of your fall; You will learn how to crawl; Continue sailing on the line of rise and fall; Where you can find yourself in your soul; composed by unnamedsoul

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"Fooled" I can't fool myself that im like this; I'm too weak of facing these tears; Whenever my reflection touches my eyes; All i wanna hear is just the lies; But i can't blocked this image for so long; Hiding the truth is just so wrong; Someday my mind will walk on the right path; Figure out what's there and what's not; I overprotected myself too much; But i end up paralized just to watch; I'm forced to look at the mirror; That i'm not gonna be fooled anymore; composed by unnamedsoul

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"Paranoid" Tuesday, November 07, 2006 I've been paranoid of embracing my naked self; Where all the rhythm is only for the deaf; Haunting every movements of my shadow; Counting the fears on the same window; Slipped on the edge of my nightmare; Trying to hide the denying despair; Closing the well upon my eyes; And the lie that i'm wishing to die; That washed away the thoughts and feelings; But it wave back to me crawling; I tried to get a grip but the thread was a line; That can be easily break when i erase what isn't mine; composed by unnamedsoul

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The shadow of guilt I never know what to do if all the lights are gone; Coz there's no chance to change the things that's been done; All the thoughts of pulling myself up is fading; All the ways to escape started closing; The undying fear was trigger in my memory; Hold me through my confusion that turns to a key; I left my last sight looking on the mirror; To remember the difference will be less or more; When darkness cover my sight; When there's no space for a light; I close my eyes and call "Gods" name; Coz i know life isn't just a game; I pray for a chance to hold them once more; To reveal the word i have never spoken before; The word without pride and shame beneath it; That won't change my image even a bit; To be ready to face this darkness alone; With no shadow enfolding my own; Coz my mind suddenly set free; The guilt when i say sorry.... Composed by unnamedsoul

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Truth beneath the lies Sunday, October 22, 2006 My lies is swimming through my eyes; But the truth keeps on invading my lies; I let out the word with a smile; Then let a space pass for a while; Coz the truth will come from within; To haunt the truth i keep on hiding; Goes toward the lies lying on me; To look at me and hold me tightly; To confess my truth beneath my lies; and the space upon my eyes... composed by unnamedsoul

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"Grip on the knob" Friday, August 11, 2006 My silence was painted on my name Made me different while everybody’s the same Everyone turns to be a traitor Seeking the weakness inside my closed door The grip on the knob that I will never lose But this weird me is what I decided to choose Coz the monster that I didn’t expect to come The one I’ve been fighting to destroy is what I’ve become… Composed by unnamed soul

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Coincident dice Wednesday, August 02, 2006 Sometimes we need to be criticize to know what’s wrong Sometimes we need to fall to be strong Sometimes we need to fail to know our mistake To see the difference between what’s real and what’s fake Sometimes we need to be pushed to keep going To prove they’re wrong you must keep on trying Sometimes we need to get hurt To learn how to wash the blinding dirt Sometimes we need to face our fears and pay the price Coz God isn’t playing with a coincident dice… Composed by unnamed soul

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LOCKED Monday, July 31, 2006 I chained my tears where no one can see Captured every fear that are struggling to be free Trapped the strength of weakness to cover from sight Where no one can seek with or without their lights I locked all the dreadful feelings with a non-existing key A key that just exist in my memory I can’t let someone find a wound in my bone That my hands are imprisoning my own I can’t let go myself from this tight grip That turned these sufferings to a stain to keep But I don’t need to reveal my painful story Coz I don’t need to see your tears for me… Composed by unnamed soul

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Why am I facing me? Friday, July 28, 2006 I’ve been afraid of stepping my feet on a threat Coz a thief keeps on stealing my only breath Whispering the words that’s tormenting my mind A phantom that stays always behind Holding a chain towards my hands That’s secretly tryin’ to blind me by this dirt of sand Counting how many seconds that my blood will drip Suck all my strength to lose my grip But when I tried to fight with all I’ve got All I’ve felt was a pain from a shot A shot of facing this thief I’ve longing to see But now why am I facing me… Composed by unnamed soul

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"Changed Reflection" Wednesday, June 07, 2006 Tomorrow can’t help changing my reflection Stripped the phantom of the vast illusion Making me believe in a single stare To seek the image from was and where I can’t reach the rope that was holding me back The fear I have long enough is been stuck I’m starting to get burn while seeing myself in the present Spelling the words what things I can and I can’t My past image was turned into a puzzle A riddle that I can never tell No one can figure what I’ve and will become Even me can’t see the different lines on my palm I gaze at the mirror and someone just appear Somebody I am afraid of all these years…… Composed by unnamed soul

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"Someone's Eyes" Sunday, June 04, 2006 All of us have their own lies But does conscience enfold you by someone’s eyes? A mask covered the fake side of my face But God communicate me in His different ways Let the rain fall when I started to cry Embracing me when His wind passes by Healing my grief by every tear The whispers of hope is what I hear My knees was pulled by the ground And His eyes was what I found My naked truth was only seen by Him His only eyes can sight what’s been kept within I have my secretly dull and reasonable lies But still conscience enfold me by His own eyes Composed by unnamed soul

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"Fair Fall" Wednesday, May 31, 2006 There are times our life is so unfair In your dreams sometimes you’ll have nightmare In life, there’s death In new born, there’s last breath In laughter’s, there are cries In truth, there are lies In love, there’s hate In path some go back, but some go straight Some say thanks, but some ask why In a kiss of hello, there’s a kiss of goodbye In the dark, suddenly there’s light Some set you free, but some hold you tight In trials, there’s blessing Some give up, but some keep on going But have you understand the point of failure? The fall you thought that’ll ruin you is your cure… composed by unnamedsoul

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(I am worthy) Within the wind Tuesday, May 30, 2006 Staring at the air coz it was whispering my name Telling me over and over to stop myself to shame The surface of this ocean was turn into rain By these tears will dry the blue within my pain The wind grabbed my hands to embrace me Blowing its words to light me in my immensity So my hidden emotion will release its strayed veracity And to explain myself that I am worthy Finally the agony had lost its immortality That had burned my inmost infirmity Composed the complete puzzle from who I am To stand my truth right beside them… Composed by unnamedsoul

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Imprisoned shadow Thursday, May 25, 2006 An antagonized emotion is now flowing through my vein Losing you keeps extending my extreme pain The hatred acceptance of your unplanned death My cruel heart keeps stealing my unescaped breathe My dripping tears became an untasteful curse That is leading me into two never ending stairs To find the missing key on the unopened door Coz I’m still hoping to see you there once more The ghost of you keeps imprisoning my shadow That brought me to this unbearable sorrow composed by unnamed soul This poem is dedicated to whom i lost that's now feeling Gods pressence

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My strength once more (dedicated to mama) Tuesday, May 23, 2006 I admit that i'm a weak personFrom pretending of course i have a reasonMy reason is to be someone who was once like meBut stronger and can write her own philosophyThough sometimes tears visited your eyesThe sun is falling but soon it'll riseEveryone of us has its own mistakeBut you've decided to risk your life for my own sakeSaying "I love you" you know that's a Yakee... thingBut you've been watching me since i started walkingTaking a step with hands holding meTeaching me what i must beI have no strength left for the coming testThen you give me more at your bestI know someday tears might imprison meBut from the strength you have given i am freeIn every bit of success there's someone behindIn me i know it's you i will findAnd in the next life i know exactly what to wish forIs to be your child and you'll be my mom once more...Composed by unnamed soul

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